Today was boring. Went to dim sum that's about it. After Marc dropped off me and Matthew home and we went to do a meet up. Nothing special. Just finished tapering my hair again. Need to start on my homework soon.
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Right now nothing feels right. Everything seems out of place. 3 months ago I wouldn't have expected my life to turn out like this. But now I have to look at the positive. Matthew has a car right now and that means more freedom for me. I don't have to ask for rides home no more. I don't have to ask permission to go out. I can go out whenever I want to. Even though I have more freedom I still feel empty. School is boring as usual. Classes are the same. I tried changing 3 classes, but only ended transferring out one class which is PE. That's probably the best thing I've ever done. No more tension. I can be myself again. I need to focus more in school tho. Instead of doing my homework at night I'm on the phone. I need to keep myself in check. No more girls. School is my priority.