My day started out pretty good. Since no one's at my house this whole weekend I can wake up anytime I choose. I woke up at 7 surprisingly. The night before Helen stayed over until like 1. I woke up turned on my computer. Chilled on the computer for a bit. I was tryna kick it wit Johanna, but her mother said she couldn't go. So that ruined my plans for today. Got ready around 11 then Helen came over. We ended up leaving the house at like 1. We went straight to In N Out. Ate there and went to Andrel's house. We swooped him up and went to valley fair. After VF we went to Chili's for Angelique's birthday dinner. It was pretty chill. Anna hit me up to go to this one party. Then Jimmy called me to go. So me and Matthew decided to check it out. We drove there and it was pretty chill. Got aggravated and disappointed at her sight considering everything and how much she's changed. I wanted to stay there longer, but Matthew wanted to bounce. Since he was driving I couldn't do anything. I took like 2 shots or something like that. Didn't feel anything. I still don't know why I took those shots. Probably cause I was heated for a bit. Finally saw Anna. Too bad I couldn't really kick it wit her. Maybe next time. When me and Matthew bounced we went straight to tapioca. I was still heated from the party, but I was slowly calming down. Matthew felt sorry for me so he actually spent some money on me to buy me something. That was the first time he actually bought me something. I was in shock. I was still heated even when I went home, but then I thought about it. If she's that stupid to change, why am I gonna trip about her? There's so many girls out there and I know a few that will treat me better. I took me until now to realize all the bullshit. It's pretty official I do hate you.
Not a single salty tear
Not a feeling in my chest
Baby I'm feeling no stress
I'm too fly to be depressed
